Like never again

I honestly was supposed to come back home tonight after the service. ooooor not, as i had a date. Like a proper date. Who eeeeeever wants to date meeee??? This is so crazy that I think he is totally crazy. Just met The Guy and the Roommate tonight in the ar of the Barman tonight, both of them like soooooooo concentrated  to have these ugly girls in their bed it's like "what the fuck did I ever was thinking of???" or "How the hell she ended up here????". Anyway, I hope for their sake of her, that because she usse me, I have bee single and wondering since the breakup. Should I get back to him and have some children or just content to have the life a have right now??